I shall begin first with an apology for going off on one, on my original post.
The excuse I was so depressed I misread all the replies, a person like myself should not be allowed to post on such a day;(
My main concern for myself is that having spent 7 odd years having intense anxiety I am not the same and wonder if one day I will revert back to the old trusting, humourous, kind loving woman I used to be?
I still have compassion: I know I am rambling on a bit here please bear with me
I no longer know who I am basically....
Becoming disabled and going through bereavement and losing my job has had a profound effect on me, one that I did not expect.
To anyone out there walking their particular firewalk good luck