I finally faced my fears and went to visit my work colleagues yesterday - they haven't seen me since seizures/stroke and I was bit apprehensive as to how they would react but it was great, really enjoyed catchin up on all the goss and relieved to realise that once initial 'how are you's were out of the way, I was able to relax and even went for lunch with them so the really good news is that pending doc's assessment on 21st july, i can go bac to work 22nd I won't be able to work regular hours at first nor can I fulfill all parts of my job but hey, it's at start.... just have to find trousers that hide clumpy shoes (they're necessary cos i still drag my foot) and find a little niche to hide my stick while I'm there..... life is getting good again