Me again, sorry but it's a very low day today and I'm struggling to hold it together at work, just hurting so very much - unexpectedly saw him an hour ago (we drove past each other in an area sort of half way between us not usually visited and I know he didn't see me). Feel sick, cold and shaking. Everything has come flooding back and the nights, days and weekends are just time to be got through some how. I know this is sounding pathetic and those who know me will not recognise this fragile person. I didn't think it would hit me like this and seems to be getting worse, not easier so I'm a complete mess. How the hell can I stop thinking, stop going over and over the memories, why is he doing this? Crying now but office is empty for lunch. Does anybody out there understand what it feels like? Rejection and hopes and dreams destroyed with no real reason? How can someone go from a loving relationship to seeming to deny my existence is such a short space of time? Got to stop now but please just say you know how it feels
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