Sorry, lulubells I can't help you with this one. I was just so thrilled with my two children, I never wanted anymore.
Are your daughters growing up and off to school now? Maybe you feel the nest is a little empty now? If your OH doesn't want any more children, it doesn't mean you can't be involved with children. I don't know what your job is, but if you worked with children it might help you come to terms.
Foxie x.
-------------------- Life loves to be taken by the lapel and told "I'm with you kid. Let's go." Maya Angelou