Interesting to see how all of you see me as chirpy and cheerful!! I guess that's the image I like to give out - tears of a clown and all that.
I think what's really getting me down is that Mr D doesn't realise how difficult it is to keep that smile going and that every now and then, I'd like to be "number 1" in our relationship.
He can be quite depressed at times and I accept that this is just part of his character but why does HIS mood always have to be the dominant one and why do I feel like I have to take the blame for both HIS and MY unhappiness???
This has happened several times over the years and I just feel I have had enough this time