I have struggled with my weight all of my adult life. I have been successful in the past losing it all only then to put it all back on again and more.......

The last few years I have gained and gained and now am the biggest I have ever been. I can honestly say I have joined SW and WW dozens of times on and off. I have tried everything. My GP isn't remotely interested and said I need to join a club.

How can I get myself into the right frame of mind to do this? I joined a gym 2 weeks ago........only been once!

I have plenty of reasons, motivation to do it but just can't seem to muster myself and get going.

I will add that one of the reasons I do struggle with energy and the whole losing weight thing might be down to my Thyroid cancer. I'm hoping the mew medication I am getting in 3 weeks time might really help me.

I don't even really know why I am posting this. I know that I am the only person who can do this for me. I think I just need to off load as I am so frustrated and down about it.

Feel free to ignore