Hi thank you all for your kind thoughts, I suppose I am hard on myself at times, I feel like the whole world is against my OH and I. I am trying to be positive, but when we have a high things happen to make us low again. One bit of good news we have secured a rental about 3 miles from our ED. She is visiting it to check dimensions so we can decide which items to take with us. One reason I may be fed up I applied for a job in Uk one that I was qualified to do, and did not even get an interview. Now we have to sort some form of work, willing to take anything to tie us over xmas. At least we can spend time with the family and hopefully get our lives on track. thank you all love Sara xxxx