Sara Sorry you are feeling depressed. I do know how you feel. So much is going on in your life it's coming to terms with it. Don't knock yourself down too much, moving house is one of the most stressful thing's you can do but must be even more stressful when you are aso moving countries. When I resigned from work through ill health I also came depressed felt so redundant and I grieved for my job. It is so understandable how you feel. Your family sounds as if they are doing well, and think of all the gatherings you are about to look forward to. Hope you feel better soon feel free to PM me at any time if it's only to off load I am here to listen xx