Morning ladies. didn't speak to you all yesterday but just read all your post's. Well done everyone on loosing weight and those ladies who stayed the same. Wow mjm you must look and feel fantastic, you have really made me think that it can work. Well ladies I have had to come to terms with somthing that has not been too good for me a shock to the system if you like. I was told by my doctor last year that I would not be able to go back to work full time. As most of you know I came off work with stress I had a high powered job.I them lost my parents and became ill, was given the news of a lung problem after tests for lung cancer, but the news from the doctor about work I thought was rubbish. Since last September I started back Assessing NVQ's, and building my hrs up. The last month I have been working full time and have been very stressed and depressed, I could not put my finger on it why. I was at work on Tues stand up training and lost the plot, I ran out the room. When I came home and talked to OH (who by the way has been really worried about me )helped me come to terms with how much work I can do. Yesterday I told the other company I would not be able to carry on, they were very understanding ,I have known them years and they do know about my problems. Sooo I had a good talk to myself and I will only work part time. The rest of the time is for myself to take Amber on many walks, to go swimming,spend time with OH and my D in the Cafe bar,(not working but chatting to customers)and also the important bit is talking to you lovely ladies. Today I feel fantasic as if a load has been took off my shoulders. Sorry for offloading on this thread but I wanted to share this with you because I feel so part of you all now. Thankyou for listening and have a wonderful day. Just off now for a nice walk in the park with Amber and I will speak to you later xx

New picci of Amber