Hi Hollyj don't apologise, my mother died four years ago now so I am further down the line than you. I still really miss my mother, but I have more of an acceptance now. I feel that instead of missing what I don't have, I am grateful for what I had.

I did not reach this place overnight, it took me lots of tears and anguish, but it a more comfortable place to be. I will always miss my mum but I have lots of very happy memories and no regrets.

Hugs Foxie x.