Hi HollyJ,

I understand much of how you feel; it's not easy, is it? Ashbee has given you some very good advice. It could help a little too if you do something (or go somewhere) totally new which has no connection with your Mum. New experiences are sometimes the way forward. Something else which can help is to mentally put your sadness into a 'cupboard' which you can 'visit' from time to time and then at other times mentally 'close the door'. Your Mum would want you to be happy and to be able to move forward without her, difficult as that is at the moment.

Sending love and (((hugs))).

Treetops x