Hello hollyj

You should allow yourself to feel sad at such a time...it's all part of the grieving process and to bury those feelings is only storing up trouble for sometime in the future. You know the feelings will pass eventually so just go with the moment, but try and remember the happy times and what was good about your mum's life, not just that she's not with you any more.

Take care ...
Ashbee

I know how you feel and