Hi girls,
I know you have all helped me in the past and wonder if I could ask your advice again?

I have been off work this week, I went in on Monday and started having terrible pains and was sent home. Went to the doc who said I had an urine infection and gave me antibiotics. I phoned work 3 times to speak to my boss and couldn't get hold of her. On Tuesday I was called over to the care home my aunt is in as she was very poorly and they didnt expect her to survive the day. My mum is her sister and is 76 and couldn't go on her own. I spent all day at her bed side feeling terrible and had five calls from work asking where this paper was or that one. I was furious!! I am never off work but this attitude has knocked me for six,
My boss said she needed me and I picked a fine time to choose to be off.

Anyway , I was recently diagnosed with stage 3 Cronic kidney disease and was told to get my BP done on a regular basis. I bought one of those BP kits and take it at home. It is currently 156/105.

I think this is high,my aunt died this evening and it is up to me to arrange things... I cant face going into work next week as I need to arrange things, the funeral will be next week and I also have a couple of scans at the hospital.

A few of you will know that I have twin boys and it is their first communion on Sunday - I have 43 people coming. The boys have their birthday the following week and I have a perty to organise.
I feel shaky inside and tearful...i dont know what to do. Should I go beck to work on Monday or leave it until i feel better. Ihave not lnog started the job and I am scared they will let me go....

Any advice will be appreciated.

Sorry it is so long winded....hope it makes sense...not much else does just now.
Thanks
Love C xx