Booboo (I love that name!)

I am so sorry that you are having such a difficult time.

You will find many friends on this forum and always a comforting word to make you feel better. It is a fabulous place to get support.

When you are ready and if you feel you would like to, try something online called Udate. It is how I met my husband.
It is one of the better online dating sites and lots of good fun. You can chat away with people all night long if you want and just say that you are looking for friendship or if you want to something more.

You don't have to meet anyone if you don't feel comfortable but I had lots of good dinner dates out of it! (Always insist on going to a posh place!)

Hope every day gets you to an easier place. Be kind to yourself all the time.

Big hugs.xxx