I know you want to bury your head under the duvet and hide all day. its a horrid lonely place to be.
meeting peopel takes effort, wherever you live look for a supper club you can get to, message people on here.
It takes effort and its a little step at a time.
Its not easy, its been a year for me and its been lonely and scary but I made myself do things and I now know some wonderful people. There will be places for you to go, set a target each week of something to look forward to.
Women will want to be your friend you just need to find them.
use this forum for support to.
PM me any time, I know it makes a difference that other people care about you and the sisterhood on here certainly do.
your children need you
much love and big hug
F1 xx