Thank you so much for your support and advise. It made me cry to think its not just me. I do have a part-time job but it no longer holds my interest. Need to find ME again. Remind myself of who I am and where I am heading.
I have talked to OH but he doesnt seem to know what to say, suggest or do. Its always me making suggestions and I have almost reached the stage where I can't be bothered anymore.