In spite of the way you may be feeling at the moment there is very definately life after divoice and a good life at that.

It is scary to have to make decisions alone but try and see it as freedom to do what you want in the way you want, you will probably enjoy it once you get used to it.

Never blame yourself for past decisions, you made the best decision you could at the time, we all have decisions we regret but you need to recognise that it was the best way you could cope under those particular circumstances.

Sending hugs to everyone.