Life is what you make it. Are you both in good health. Perhaps he is depressed. Has he a job that he likes doing. Try and do things as a family. How can you say that your children don't want you of course they do all children want to be loved. Perhaps you could go swimming all together, or go for long walks in the fresh air. There are a load of things you could join and do. How about finding a nice cake recipe and let the children help, even boys like to cook.

Don't give up as some of the other ladies have said at least you have your husband with you,

Could you go to councelling together.

Anyway I hope you can sort it out.

Good Luck and take care.