Hi Ladies

A little update, I cant get in touch with him and he has left his mobile at home. I haven't phoned him at work as I don't want to be embarrassed when they pretend he is busy.

So I thought bugger it, there isn't anything I can do and perhaps thats the point. I should stop trying so hard normally when we fight I'm the one that makes up and apologises well I'm not sorry for wanting to spend time with the man I love.

I'm his wife, his friend but i'm not his mother so s*d it. I though I'd take care of me, cooked a large lamb curry and rice. Got a huge glass of wine am running a hot bath with bubbles for ME. I have turned on the heated blankie, a good book and i'm going to get into bed and relax with wine and book.

So thanks for your advice.

Talk to you tomorrow.

Oxx

PS I'm not going to try and talk to him tonight and if he tries, i'm going to ask him to wait for a bit then we can talk. Thats if he comes home.