Tracie - so sorry to hear that things didn't work out how you wanted. But, and it is a big but, you have a job, so an income coming in and payments to your pension etc.

Take the long term view, you won't be there forever. I agree with everyone that somehow it is easier to find another job when you already have one. Be brave, be strong and don't show that you are upset. You need the people there at the moment for references and it is amazing how gossip gets round, so keep your lips zipped and just do your job.
Hugs Foxie x.